New on SI: The Ugly End of an All-Pro Career, the Uglier Start of a Life After Football

Kyle Turley was a franchise left tackle who was suddenly staring at retirement before his 30th birthday. How the ugliness—uncontrollable fits of rage, fistfuls or pills, a marriage in peril and thoughts of suicide—spilled into his post-football life. And how he and his wife swear Cannabidiol, has gotten them through it.